i think its been almost a here since i posted here? just didnt quite have the time to update. and upon logging i realised i have a disturbing number of follwers that i dont know. lol. bet they're gonna spam stupid ads on my comments. hey doods. either pay me for that. or SCREW OFF

im actually a very nice person. pls dont be intidimated =D

read a few of previous posts. i really sound like a retard at times. bet i still do. but thats not the point.

life's beeen boring. monotonous. repetitive. and really could be better. why my unit does so much. i still dont understand. my thumb is getting smaller with each passing day. soon i'll really have 4 fingers only.

then i cant play pepsi cola 123. D=

its quite infuriating when u understand the need for somethign to be done. yet its still so painful to do it. isnt understanding supposed to take a lil bit of that pain away? at least i think it shld. damn u understanding. do your job.

im tired of army. really sick of it. not enough that i have to go outfield and do shit when i dont want to. i have to make ppl who are equally. if not more reluctant to do it with me. motivate them when im unmotivated. give them strength when im weak myself. and yet they question my every command.

the little perks i get to enjoy are sustaining me. but i rreally want to ORD NOWWW. respect the men who have been in this unit since the start of the mono. but 8 months of this shit hole is keeeling me. especially with the knowledge of how alot of ppl from my batch are having a nice time in their own units. while im sitting in asrama digging shellscrape and feeeding mosquitoes.

which brings me to the point.

im very surprised i havent gotten dengue or anything that's mozzies transmitted considering the number of bites i get each outfield. not that im hoping to get it.

i used to find it hard to talk abt non army related stuff with my frens. and now i find it almost impossible. its a sign

A SIGN

that i shld sign on.

idea.

and as epicmealtime says it. f***ing smart.

and bacon strips are really damn delicious. no wonder they love it so much.

ok bai bai.